Feel

When one feels there is no turning back, this could be one of the reasons for my perpetual postponement in writing about this experience.

When one feels there is no stopping, it is an outrageously overwhelming way to live; and to me, the only way I wish to live.

Feelings are not emotions.

Feelings come from our inner-most heart; emotions are results of our judgments on the feelings, they are an re-interpretation rather than the truth.

When I am afraid to feel, it is really the emotions that I fear.

Yet when I am afraid to feel, my heart is asked to contract.  I can’t feel the life I am entitled to.

I asked my soul to allow me to truly feel, to not be led astray by emotions, but to feel all that life is offering.

Many times my feelings are still tightly intertwined with deep emotional attachments, there are no words for utter agony or ecstasy; yet I only wish to feel more, until the mixed feelings become clean and will one day remain pure and detached.

When we feel, there is a knowing.  There is no hesitation nor doubt.  Everyone and everything is interconnected, the vision is spherical and we can see what it means to be one.  If everyone feels with their inner-most heart, there could never be separation.  There would not be individual ideals, beliefs, judgments which bridge us further and further away from true self-love, that is being separated from our soul.  Without knowing how to love oneself, we would not know how to love another.

Feeling has brought me closest to love.  Love in its truest sense, is not what we believe it to be.  In the purest and most divine state of love, love is unemotional.  There is no grasping, no desiring, no doing, no self.  And if I had been misled for my whole life until now, I wish to begin to feel again, so as to remember once again…

About Love.

About the part of me which is never separate from the divine.

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